you are sexy and amazing
I miss you
...love always, your forever

mother's love

I thought I was crazy
I was sad and lonely
I was hurt
until you left me..
then there was shock and saddness
now I see
you were toxic
and now, I'm free


....your lack of words screams loud enough
you are the one who is insane
you are the one who tormented
I never have to be you... and now, I'm free.

I am strong, strength
forward my eyes
the horizon I see
I stand not
the breeze, the breeze
my shoes, tied
socks clean
breath rapid
I see, I see
I run, I run
breath...breath...breath
gulps of air
chest tight, full
forward.. forward... forward... FORWARD!

will

my last testament and will
not shall I become so ill
and allow myself to fall and weaken
so much that I have not speaken
for I shall not become sorry
for myself to worry
the bitterness is bitter
my heart no longer patter pitter
neither so much a slight tear
nor wallow in my fear
for morrow is near!
and today is fill
and my strong is will