Oh longing heart

....where is he?
eventhough he stands before me, where is he?
he is looking right at me..but nothing.
oh what have I done?
what have I said?
why is this torment tormenting me more?
why is this feeling emptying my heart?
why...do...I....feel.....so...........sad?
I thought it was he who hurt me.
I thought it was he who could not decide.
I thought he loved me. Does he not?
I guess not.
.....he does not answer.

The
silence
is
my
answer.

I sigh,
what else can I do?
nothing.
cry,
be upset,
ask, "why, why, why? I thought you loved me. You made me believe. You made me take a chance. Was it all a lie? Why did you stand there...'with this ring'?"

...'with this ring'
...'with this ring'
...with this...
there was true love that I gave you, for I truely loved you.
and now you know not,
and now you sit there,
and now you stay silent.

where are you?
and where did you go?
when did you leave?

I guess that does not matter.

What does now?
I thought true love mattered.
I have been proven wrong.

I cannot stop the love I have for you,

but, alas, I cannot stay without love.

I do not want to leave.

I am lost,
I too feel hollow.....




....where have I gone?